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Hey, Im Rosalie. Southern, Classy, Most of the Time Depressed, Angry, and So Freaking Tired. I like doing things that other people dont know about and that they probably never will. This is my blog and this is the only place, minus my best friend, who knows this is the real me. My parents dont know. My boyfriend doesnt know. Society will certainly never know. Society thinks i should naturally of course be happy because i am well-off, pretty attractive, make good grades, and popular at school. But i know a secret. None of any of those things freaking matter at all. Once you become this, you dont know who you are or why the Heck you were put on this planet in the first place. I dont get along with my parents. I love God with all of my heart. He is my rock. I am going to couseling and a nutritionist now. I cry almost every morning when my dad wakes up. Noone knows this. Its probably not normal. So im gonna be real here, more for myself than anything. Sometimes i laugh and smile so much i even convince myself im something different too, and i dont like that. Other people thinking i have the perfect life and everything all together is one thing, but i no longer lie to myself. So if youre reading this and you know me outside of this blog, dont say anything. This is my safe place. Im probably going crazy i know. And i get this is pathetic, but I need to come clean.